Self Care

Self Care
by Bilal

man i just be chilling on my lonesome

tryna find my own peace of mind

put on my headphones and just vibe out

shuffle my latest spotify playlist

this one called “the wrong generation”

cuz sometimes i feel like i’m from the wrong generation

pretty sure i was born for the 90s

the lyrical excellence of a tribe called quest

the uplifting energy of tupac shakur

the swagger and delivery of biggie

the experimentation of j dilla

the funk and flex from ice cube

the rhythm and bass from d’angelo

the southern hospitality of outkast

…

the list goes on

anyways, sometimes when the troubles of today

seep into my mind, messing with my tomorrow

i gotta just hit play and step into yesterday

it helps me cling onto my sanity

it helps me hold off my struggles

find that peace of mine

and when it’s time to step back to reality

i just take that shit in small doses

one step at a time

cuz i can’t care for myself and the world 24/7

that’s exhausting

gotta do what i gotta do

gotta care bout myself

and my state of mind